nothing much happened today.. just spent the last half hour deleting mails.. haven't touched my books since i got home at 5.. how slack is that?! was actually quite proud that i completed 2 out of the 3 things on my study schedule.. until i realised that everyone else is ahead of me.. huiyu sleeping at 4.45am to mug was REALLY daunting. what on earth am i doing, sleeping at 12+ and studying a pathetic average of 2 hours a day?! and the worst thing is that most people think i'm mugging super hard..
oooh. received a postcard from novalia today.. =)) glad she got a nice one with a picture of the campus, rather than the free ones from the plane that i probably would have sent. haha.. that's cheapo me for you. miss the feeling of having her being just a phonecall, sms, taxi/mrt+bus ride away. (yes i could call her or sms her but that'd be expensive for her or myself) so looking forward to december when she and tiffany return. i'm so gonna make tiffany play the piano till her fingers... ... ... bleed. *laughs* and of course i'm looking forward to campus camp (church) too.. but then again, i wish time could slow down 'cos i'm definitely not looking forward to exams and the computation of my sem1 CAP.
this is quite crazy.. talking to myself...
off to study a bit and listen to michael buble.
***
Once I get you up there, where the air is rarefied
We'll just glide, starry eyed
Once I get you up there, I'll be holding you so near
You may hear all the angels cheer - because were together
Weather wise it's such a lovely day
You just say the words, and we'll beat those birds
Down to acapulco bay
It's so perfect, for a flying honeymoon, they say
Come fly with me let's fly let's fly away.....
i was slacking at 8:37 PM
I try not to think about the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cos we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cos we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
relatively new song i discovered on MTV by simple plan.. kinda like it.
hmmm.. yet another slack day for me. just got home from dinner with grandparents. attended 1st service thinking that i'll have the entire afternoon to study but ended up crashing.
well gamma glitz was pretty enjoyable. though i didn't do much 'cept chat with some of the people i already know.. but that kinda developed stronger friendships. and guess i made a few new friends too. (at least i'm gonna say hi to them the next time i see them) clement's jazz cds were really gooood.. but quite paiseh to ask him to burn all of them for me.. waiting patiently for michael buble though. and hopefully michele remembers to lend me her forbidden city soundtrack too..
was impressed with patrick and his solo worship leading. wish i knew how to play the guitar (well) too. there was this song that i really liked.. still trying to search for it on kazaa..
And Lord we want to lift Your name on high
And Lord we want to thank You for the works You've done in our lives
And Lord we trust in Your unfailing love
For You alone are God eternal
Throughout earth and heaven above
it's real nice. you -have- to hear it for yourself..
off to freshen my mind with the Word and then -try- to study a little before i head for yet another week of school.
i was slacking at 9:54 PM
making an entry now cos tiffany keeps saying that my blog is badly maintained. hmmm... really oughta be studying anatomy for my upcoming CA but i've been on e same page for the past 2 hours! spent an entire hour talking crap with tiffany.. would probably have been longer if not for her calling card dying out on us. she still sounds the same.. haha... wondering how much longer it'll take before she sounds like an ang moh.. still waiting..
well nothing interesting happened.. which explains why my blog's empty. oh i heard horrifying stuff from tiffany like goh TL being attached! (AND HAVING HER BF SLEEP OVER IN HER DORM!!) and it sure sucks finding out that i've been 'hanging out' with someone with the nickname 'BALLOON' for the past 2 months. how sad is that?? (i'm leaving out the specifics for security purposes. the net's not as safe as i'd like to think.)
looking forward to buying my nice jacket from topshop tomorrow..
i was slacking at 11:46 PM
WOOHOO! finally got a more decent blog. been so long since i used html i didn't dare to make any major changes to the layout. definitely need more help to improve my blog. but then again, i oughta devote more time to studying and getting those grades.. just got back my PR1101 CA marks. praise God!! i got a raw score of 32... (i presume it was over 40 since the highest score i saw was 39) God is so very good to me.. got a decent score despite having a major mental block that day. keep having this bad feeling that maybe my prof made a mistake.. haha. *just kidding* my score is more than i could ask for, but definitely not good enough.. saw lots of 35s and 36s and a few 38s..
novalia msged to say that she missed her transit flight to glasgow. loser!! but my heart goes out to her la. bet she had a really difficult time with all that hand luggage. haha.. decided to read novalia's 'i miss you' all over again.. and add more comments along the way. quite sure i have a somewhat different perspective now that i'm 19 heh.
tend to be long-winded. oughta learn how to keep this short and sweet. still trying to decide who to tell about my blog.. maybe i shouldn't tell a single soul so that i can keep it like a diary and let my most morbid thoughts loose! haha...
off to play a bit of theme hospital before i watch holland V!
i was slacking at 6:43 PM
just trying this out, thanks to novalia. oughta be studying or doing some work.. sigh.
novalia's blog seems to look much more pro than mine. task on hand: improve blog layout ASAP.
i was slacking at 2:21 PM
